Friday, February 25, 2005

Hello Today

Gosh, its been so long since i wrote here, and this is probably the most stressfull time of the year. this is when i should be writing, but christmas and right after... for some reason, it's like the schools pick up and start teaching faster and all new stuff. the first few months, its a slow reviewing of last years algebra, before they add new concepts.. and anyone whos a parent knows, when your kids are stressed, everyone is stressed. hehe gosh, at least, i hope thats not just me and my family alone, or maybe thats an ADD thing? lately everythings bugging me. ppl being rude, intolerant, arguementative and just generally insentistive.. ha and thats just my teenager.. LOL sad thing is, not really....

Ever get addicted to a forum? i'm not sure why i do it? i've decided its a sickness. With the OF (Official Forums) of there.com i read.... and i read..... and i read some more... and then, i have to post my opinion.. lately i've been stearing away from opinion based posts. i mean all it does is draw out ppl that disagree.. and then, omg, you get called all sorts of names.. from paz police to ignornant. yes, i'm talking about the paz placement/mab thread.

what the hell is happens to ppl on the internet? i mean obviosly its the fact , that they know, no one knows who they really are, their name or address, no one is going to their house to punch them in the nose or slap their face. but shhessh, i'm so tired of fighting to express my opinion. at the same time, i love the our virual world, i hate seeing it falling apart and become a shithole.

doesn't any one learn the art of debate anymore? i mean to be able to express your opinion without resorting to name calling? and why is it ppl only see and hear what they want? it so clear to most everyone that there is an not a right or wrong, that both sides will never agree.. however, it is something that should be discussed so a good and resonable compremise can be made.

just because a person isn't breaking a rule, doesn't mean the rule shouldn't be changed. and conversely.. just because there is a rule, doesn't mean its a good rule.

i know part of my problem is me. there too much of me in emma jean. she likes quiet and serine places to chill, no chaos or mayhelm. i totally dislike paintball, esp when i'm just standing there and someone decides to shoot me. thats what happens lately if you go to zephire or the boneyard. being a parent, a rule abiding citizen, i totally disapprove of the whole 420 idea, and pot smoking being shown in such a positive light? even tho, of course, i have smoked before.. but heck that was the 70s. just like i had many sexual partners.. there are many things we did back then, for your own safety shouldn't anymore.. can we say hitchhike?? ahh sorry back to my point..

why is it, that i can get so fed up with ppl and their rude comments, name calling and lack of respect of me as a person, not to mention curtisey to let me have a differant opinion, that i can't stop reading it? i sware i'm not going to post again, i sware im not going to even go to that section or read that thread, yet, there i am... i just can't stand ppl going to such specifics. it should be more about the good of there, and the future and what the ppl want. heck one of the ppl on the other side of the fense, even asked what have you done for there lately? so what, now becouse i own 2 homes and have no perm paz outside and make a weekly races and give out hundreds of vehcles.. i'm suddenly not contributing to there? all because i enjoy questing in my off time. no wonder no one wants to post in the OF anymore, all you do is get attacked.

so the bigger question is... should we give up? Hell no!



*please note.. this all my own observations, ranting s and opinions.

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